Now playing: Dido - White Flag

Now playing: Tom Middleton - BBC Radio 1 Essential Mix (15 May 2005) [Tracklisting]

I just discovered this Star Wars-themed two-hour set within the past week, and I've been hooked. It's amazing how well the cantina song mashes up with a breakbeat. In a later post, I will list five of my favorite Essential Mixes, but right now I'm going to go back to listening to this set.

When it shines, it soars

As mentioned in my previous entry, I spend a lot of time contemplating the past. Having spent a lot of time considering the past year or two in particular, I have observed that it has been characterized by the arrival of a number of unexpected successes in quick succession, followed by the arrival of a number of disappointments. The cycle repeats with a periodicity on the order of months. This periodicity roughly corresponds to my emotional time constant, and so it puts me on a wild emotional roller coaster. (unbounded positive feedback, if you will) At the moment, I seem to be on a positive part of the cycle, hence the title of today's entry. The corresponding title for the negative part of the cycle would be, "When it rains, it pours." I'm just waiting for the other shoe to drop...

Thought of the day

"The past can always be rewritten by what you do today."

I probably spend more time than I should thinking about past decisions and whether or not I made the best possible choice. I have to keep reminding myself that it has not yet been determined whether or not I made the best possible choice. Even if my decision had negative consequences in the short term, it can still be positive overall in the long term provided I learn from those "mistakes."

Maybe this idea isn't as insightful as I think it is...I have a lot on my mind, some of which I might blog at a later date.